Doing some introspection on the direction of my creative life, home life, work life. How can they all work together to achieve whatever the hell I am trying to achieve?

Hectic schedule means, less projects going and being hyper-focused. If I want to lose this weight, it’s going to be what I do when I get home from a long day of work. Cooking is what I’m going to do and then (unfortunately) finish the rest of my work. This way, I think, results will be more attainable and I will get there finally. 

Maybe once it’s summer I can return to my other things, such as drawing, french and writing. But I’ve been putting off my health for far too long to let it get any worse than it has been.

I decided to change this around. I’ve been struggling with my weight and exercise for the past 2 years. I get greatly discouraged from my hurt foot because I can no longer run the way I used to.

I am seeing a doctor about it but because of my crazy hours at a new job, I don’t remember to call until after 5pm.

I will keep trying. I will. I am not going to get discouraged if some days I can’t work out or I don’t work out as much as I should. I should look at each day as a new chance, a new opportunity to be one step closer to how I used to be.

I should read something. Like a book.